Okay, so I need to do something about myself....this has been a HORRIBLE year and I need a change within me as well as on the outside! I have never weighted this much in my LIFE! Never! I truly can not stand looking in the mirror. Who is that person, that FAT person staring back at me? There are some days I think; "you look good" then I see a flash of my self and I wonder who is that FAT girl following me? I can not believe that it's ME!
I won't go into all the horrors of my life this past 1 1/2, but it's somehow made me a stronger person, and one who has finally learned how to except myself the way I am....to love myself the weight I am as well! I have never loved myself, even when I was skinny....but maybe it's time to do that? Maybe that is the key to starting to let go of the extra weight? I don't really have the answers, but I want to find them!
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OMG! Girl! I totally know how you feel! :) Inside each one of us is a slinder sexy woman screaming to get out. We didn't wake up fat one day, it creeped up on us over time. I didn't realize how heavy I was because I never had mirrors in my house that went further down past my shoulders. I about had a heart attack one day when I was looking in a full length mirror in a store one day and that was it for me!
ReplyDeleteThe thing is, we are our own enemies. We continually tell ourselves, it's hard, I can't do it, It's not working...... But, don't give up. I commend you for your efforts to want to start, that's a big step. Now...... the next big step changing our habbits and sticking to them.
Ally Oop girl.... we're in this together. ;)
Rachel