So I need to stop this....when will I finally become happy? I am not, no matter what I do, how I look, what I weigh...never. I have no life, I am fat, ugly, unwanted, unloved, used up....I have no man, 2 of my child don't want me....I have no friends whom I really can trust or who really care. I just don't feel very happy today. In a few days I will begin a new year alone...lonely....what's there to look forward to? Today is Friday and that normally brings happiness to people like me who have the weekend off; but I am sad. It just means 2 days alone, lonely, depressed.
No I don't feel very happy today.
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Cheer up honey. Sounds like you have a good case of the winter depression. I get it too. I suffer from clincal depression and I know these feelings all to well. The good thing is this, although there is alot of negativities in our lives, we can choose to make a differance. Maybe we can help each other out? :)
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Rachel - your new weight loss buddy. Come on girl, lets find a way to turn that frown upside down! :)